it's been a long time since i've felt this way...

home on a friday night with nothing to do and no one to go out with

my darling's out having the time of her life at graham's place, chilling out with her colleagues. she's even going out for ktv after this... and here i am stuck at home, not wanting to study.

feel like going out for a spin on my bike, but there's nowhere to go! shucks, this is horrible.

i know i am redeemed, redeemed from the lost years, the wasteful living, the goalless life, but yet the manifestation is taking its time...

listening to the latest steven curtis chapman album, it's wonderful. i love him and his poignant lyrics, they speak to me in so many ways. that's if i bother to pay attention to the lyrics. somehow i've never been able to concentrate on a song's lyrics, i judge music generally by its tune, so frankly the song could be abt any nonsense, as long as the tune is nice, i'd listen to it again.

just like the darn numa song, it's everywhere now, but do people know it's a sad song about how the guy doesn't get the girl? haha

anyway enough rambling, i'll just mope ard a bit more and listen to anointed music =P