didn't really believe i could feel this way... but there it is. a sense of emptiness and longing tugging at my heartstrings. oh i know, the Lord is always with me and fulfils my every want and desire, and even now He's embracing me in my loneliness. yet, not being able to talk to my baby, not being able to hold her in my arms, not being able to share my day with her, not EVEN daring to sms her as and when i feel like it... it ain't gonna be as easy as i thought it'd be while she's away.:)
seems like everything reminds me of her. roy was giving an example on economies of scale today. said that it was cheaper to have more than one child *wink wink* then after class, happened to walk past mondial at taka, and saw this smallish 17+ carat mother diamond which cost a measley $995,000 (small change eh)....how nice it'd look on my baby :P
why isn't she here? where has she gone? what is she doing in the jungle with no internet access even? *gasp* i thought the only places without 'net access would've been booked up by the producers of survivor.
come back soon baby, your dardidoo misses you.
muack.
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